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Monday, December 03, 2007

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 02:32:55 GMT

NEW XANGA: MOMOKUMA

did you miss me?

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 12:27:41 GMT

Moved to Miyashumaru.

Subscribe if you know what's good for you. >D

:D Leave a comment over there when you've found me.

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 21:22:59 GMT

Poison: Merry - Tick Tack
Cure: cheerful

I just finished reading this (yeah i know i have way too much time on my hands) and now I really really want to see D'ray live. Like right now. It sounds like it would be a fantasmic experience. The thrashing and headbanging, the uber dark and creepy atmosphere. Who wouldn't love that?? T_T

Daisuke looks so sexy here.

Last night I went on a Merii downloading spree. I've gotta say. Their music is win. I nearly melted when I heard "Ve-doro." Gara's voice...ahhhh. He sounds like a dying cat. Lol. I LOVE that struggling sound in his voice. <3 <3 *faint*.

Someone revive me already!! >O

I feel generous. I'm gonna start uploading things for you ^__^. Isn't that just schway?

Yesterday was Krouton's birthday (i'm happeh you liketh teh card i made you ^^). <33 I'm gonna wish you a happy birthday again xD. HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

We have eeevil majas. Our moms share Hitler's birthday mwahaha. Everytime I remind mom about it, she's like "T__T."

I think I'll actually take some time to study. I know, I know. Some of you are probably going "O_O WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH MAYONNAISE." Well I feel nerdy right now and want to start off on a good foot for 4th cycle. Hahahaha, I care about my grades.

I'm getting my ipod this weekend. 8D!!! Wewt wewt!!

Merry - Tick Tack
Merry - Tokyo Telephone
Merry - Ve-doro

Monday, April 18, 2005

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 22:43:47 GMT

Poison: D'espairsRay - Reddish
Cure: chipper

The PV for "Reddish" is fantasmic. Hizumi moved like it was a pop song though o_O. Weirdo. But the other members had it going on. I caught some headbanging action and it made me happy. In my pants.

You could really bang to that song. Really. They should've had an orgy in the video. Or something.

..Anyway.

I'd go into excruciating detail about Krouton's stay at my house this weekend and I did when I first wrote this entry. But Internet Explorer was being a MOTHERFUCKING BITCH

and closed down on me.

So I lost everything I wrote.

Which is probably a good thing because I tend to ramble a lot. Almost to the point where I lose my trail of thought and my mind goes blank and..

...i love you.

I have three words to describe this weekend though: wacky, HYPERactive, and spaz. Krouton laughed so hard her face hurt. And I laughed so hard I tumbled backwards and smacked my neck against a metal surface.

And had flatulence afterwards.

If any one of you were here with us, you would've either a)joined us in our insane, prozac-induced loony-ness, b)looked at us like we just grew 10,000 heads or c)whacked us both across the faces with paddles and tell us to stfu. :D We are happpppyyyy zombies.

And on a random note, optimism is a choice of perspective. I don't think it is naive at all. I'd rather look to the positives in life and greet people with a smile even when things are getting tough. That is my choice <3.

"i can't move my face. FUCK, HOW CAN I TYPE WHEN I CAN'T MOVE MY FACE?!?!?"

Edit at 7:21 p.m.: OKAY. FINE. I uploaded the video. Happy now? o_o (PV) D'espairsRay - Reddish -diva version-

Friday, April 15, 2005

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 12:53:48 GMT

DOUBLE YOU TEE EFF!?!?! DESPAIRS RAY, MOI DIX MOIS AND DIR EN GREY WILL BE GOING TO GERMANY.KFLJFLKSDJFKLASJFFSKLJFASJFIOWJTRWO;AITJ;; WTF!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO JEALOUS, ANGRY, AND TEARY AT THE SAME TIME ;______; mrrraaaaaawwwww... ;_____;

...rehr

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 21:13:20 GMT

Poison: Queen - Can't Stop Me Now
Cure: giddy

I got 3 Cs for third cycle. My Mastermind Scheme? Get my parents to take me to the mall (for ipod) before report cards get sent out. Ohh, I'm a bad bad girl.

I might as well consider a hiatus soon since my parents will 1) blow a fuse and 2) sever the internet connection. I don't even deserve an ipod now that I think about it. I hardly applied myself in school this cycle. Fourth cycle is the last of the school year so I better shape the fuck up and work harder. Less netsurfing, more studying.

Knowing me, that probably won't happen. But who ever said wishful thinking was a bad thing? :D

I'm KIDDING. I'll do everything in my power to pull an A. I'LL DISGUISE MYSELF IN A GORILLA SUIT AND CLIMB ON TOP OF THE SCHOOL IF I HAVE TO.

..mwahahaha.

..wait. That made no sense. How the hell is monkeying around gonna get me an A? What it will do is get me expelled...or possibly jailed. Woo. Thank god for common sense.

Survey time!! This one's a doozy.

The ULTIMATE JRock Survey
265 Questions for the Not-Too-Faint of Heart
Stolen from someone I didn't know

______General______
001) How did you discover JRock? Downloaded some of Utada Hikaru's music after listening to the KH theme and I found jrock.
002) When did you discover JRock? Grade.... 8
003) So how long have you been a fan then? 3 Years?
004) Are you a fan of Visual Kei? Yup
005) Are you a fan of JPop? No
006) Are you a fan of fanservice? Bring it on

______Firsts______
007) First solo artist you heard? Utada Hikaru
008) First band/group you heard? Dir En Grey
009) First JRock crush? Toshiya of Deg
010) First JRocker to scare you? Kyo
011) First JRocker you mistook for a woman? Mana
012) First yaoi pairing you saw? Gackt and... someone.
013) First yaoi pairing you became a fan of? All yaoi is good.
014) First Asian Kung-Fu Generation song? Kona Yuka
015) First B'z song? Ultrasoul
016) First baroque song? Uta
017) First BLOOD song? Blood
018) First Buck-Tick song? Gensou no Hana
019) First Deadman song? Lunch Box
020) First D'espairsRay song? Ori no Naka de Miru Yume
021) First Dir en grey song? Ugly
022) First Due'le Quartz song? Rodeo
023) First Duel Jewel song? kizuna ~pray to gray~
024) First Gackt song? 12 Gatsu no Love Song
025) First Gazette song? beautiful 5 [shit]ers
026) First GLAY song? Rain
027) First hide song? Dice
028) First Hyde song? A Drop of Colour
029) First Iceman song?
030) First J song?
031) First Janne da Arc song? Feel the Wind
032) First Kagerou song? Meisou Honou
033) First Kagrra song? Yume Izuru Chi
034) First L'Arc~en~Ciel song? Spirit Dreams Inside
035) First La'Cryma Christi song?
036) First Lareine song? Metamorphose
037) First Luna Sea song? A Vision
038) First Malice Mizer song? Illuminati
039) First Merry song? Yasashisa Kiddo
040) First Miyavi song? POP is Dead
041) First Moi dix Mois song? Gloire Dans le Silence
042) First MUCC song? Mushi
043) First Nightmare song? Flora
044) First PENICILLIN song? Nightmare Before Christmas
045) First Pierrot song? Freaks
046) First Plastic Tree song? Angelfish
047) First Psycho le Cemu song? Prism
048) First Raphael song? Sacrifice
049) First SADS song? Porno Star
050) First Schwarz Stein song? Beautiful the Virgin
051) First SHAZNA song?
052) First Shiina Ringo song? Tsumi no Batsu
053) First Siam Shade song? Dreamless World
054) First Sugizo song? Initiation
055) First Tetsu69 song? Tightrope
056) First TRANSTIC NERVE song?
057) First X Japan song? Art of Life

______Favorites______
058) Favorite band? D'espairsRay
059) Favorite band musically? D'ray
060) Favorite band physically (eye-candy)? Dir en grey ....
061) Favorite Indies band? I don't know who's Indie right now..
062) Favorite JRocker? Miyavi
063) Favorite vocalist? Hizumi of D'ray and Kyo
064) Favorite guitarist? Miyavi, Kaoru, Sugizo
065) Favorite bassist? Toshiya.
067) Favorite pianist/keyboardist?
068) Favorite song? too many but I'll list some: Miyavi - Shindemo Boogie Woogie, D'ray - Reddish, Gazette - Anti pop, Buck-Tick - Romance...
069) Favorite PV? Malice Mizer - Illuminati
070) Favorite Live? Miyavi - Itoshii Hito
071) Favorite clip (behind the scenes, candid, etc)? Miyavi and Sakito kiss
072) Favorite Gackt commercial? what
073) Favorite couple? *shrugs*

______This Or That?______
074) Skirt or pants? Pants
075) Mana or Izam? Mana
076) Kyo or Tatsurou? Kyo
077) Gackt or Miyavi? do you know who you're asking o_O? miyavi!!
078) Taiji or Heath? Both
079) J or Sugizo? Sugizo
080) Yoshiki: Long hair or short? Short
081) Ken: Facial hair or none? Facial hair
082) Aya: Boy or girl? Girl
083) Kirito: Gay or straight? Only on Tuesdays hahahaha
084) Daisuke: Make-up or none? None
085) hide: Dead or alive? he's Dead.
086) Gackt x Hyde or Hyde x Gackt? HydexGackt

______Which JRocker Is Most...______
087) Adorable? Kyo
088) Annoying? none o_o or maybe i'm just a really tolerant person><
089) Attractive? Hisashi
090) Bishi? Gackt, Uruha (Gazette)
091) Childish? Toshiya
092) Cute? Miyavi, Aoi (Gazette)
093) Disturbing? Kyo
094) Dorky? .. Almost all.
095) Edible? Toshiya
096) Feminine? Mana
097) Frightening? Kyo
098) Gay? Gackt
099) Masculine? J
100) Otaku? Kaoru and Toshiya
101) Reserved? Mana and Shinya
102) Sex-able? Miyavi
103) Talented? most of them
104) Zealous? Kaoru

______First JRocker That Comes To Mind______
105) Abs: Toshiya
106) Alcohol: Die
107) Alien: Mana
108) Ass: Sugizo
109) Bondage: Mana
110) Chicken: Miyavi..haha
111) Dictator: Kirito
112) Engrish: Kyo
113) Food: hide
114) Goth: Ruki
115) Hentai: kaoru
116) Hump: Kiyoharu
117) Kimono: Isshi
118) Kinky: Reita
119) Leather: Hizumi
120) Moon: Gackt
121) Piercing: Miyavi
122) Platforms: Mana
123) Sex: Miyavi
124) Smoking: Ken
125) Vanilla: Gackt
126) Visual: Malice Mizer

______Place A JRocker______
127) America: Larc
128) China: Diru
129) France: Mana
130) Hawaii: Glay
131) Hospital: Hide
132) Japan: All of them
133) Los Angeles: Duel Jewel
134) Mars: Gackt
135) McDonald's: Miyavi
136) Merry-go-Round: Miyavi..XD
137) Movie Theater: Kaoru
138) Okinawa:
139) Pet Store: Shinya
140) Pharmacy: Kyo
141) Supermarket: Toshiya
142) Sushi Bar: All
143) The North Pole:

______Who's Most Likely...______
144) To get the stuffing beat out of them? Gackt
145) To get kidnapped? Miyavi..by me >=3
146) To have kids? Hyde, Sugizo
147) To eat kids? Kyo
148) An actual woman? None
149) An evil spy? Kirito.. ohh how the wheels have turned!
150) A government agent? Not Kirito.
151) An alien? Gackt
152) American? Ken Lloyd
153) To rule Japan? Kaoru
154) To rule the world? ME.
155) To go bald? Yoshiki
156) To get braces? Toshiya......
157) To go into retirement first? Many have

______What Would You Do If...______
158) Gackt quit writing music? Wouldn't care
159) Toshiya got braces? Laugh. Laugh hard. And be happy
160) Yoshiki went bald? Laugh.
161) Klaha bleached his hair? I wouldn't care
162) Mana became Japan's next Prime Minister? o_O
163) hide appeared in your room? That would be cool..GLOMP
164) Koshi stopped singing? Who
165) Jiro sat on you? Poke him
166) Miyavi bit you? bite back and play with him...S&M!!
167) Yasu spanked you? Who
168) Hyde glomped you? Yes plz.
169) Sugizo mooned you? Laugh
170) Yukke poked you? I'd be surprised
171) Sakura offered you a joint? Sit outside.
172) Izumi could kick Jet Li's ass? No way.
173) They made a Psycho le Cemu anime? Laugh
174) Akira [baroque] became your new classmate/co-worker? Hook ups yo.
175) Kozi poked you in the eye? I'd beat him up
176) Hakuei gave you a lapdance? That would be hot
177) Kirito was your roommate? Sweet!
178) seek wanted to take a stroll through your neighborhood? Who
179) Levin started speaking Spanish? Who
180) Hisashi decided to wear a mohawk? NOOOOOO
181) Kyo did parapara? I'd laugh and choke and die
182) Chachamaru cut his hair? meh
183) Toshi left his cult? Laugh again
184) Sakito assassinated the Emperor of Japan? AWESOME!
185) Ryou popped out of your closet? GLOMP
186) Takuro picked his nose during an interview? Sick fucker!

______Songs______
187) First JRock song you ever heard? Dir En Grey - Ugly
188) Song that best captures JRock? Deg - Cage
189) Song best performed live? Deg - Mr. Newsman
190) Song that turns you on? any Miyavi
191) Sappiest? FAKE? - Snow and some gackt songs...
192) Happiest? Miyavi - Ashita Tenki ni Nare/Genki ni naare
193) Saddest? Deg - Ain't Afraid to Die
194) Best for head-banging? D'ray - Reddish & Deg - Byo Shin
195) Best for dancing? any Schwarz Stein
196) Best for driving? Larc - Drivers High
197) Best for summer? Miyavi - Ashita Genki ni Naare
198) Best for winter? Glay - Winter Again..
199) Best for Halloween? Glay - Obscure
200) Best for Christmas? Gackt - 12 Gatsu no Love Song
201) Best party song? I dunno
202) Makes you hungry? uhh
203) Makes you sleepy? slow Gackt songs
204) Makes you angry?
205) Makes you hyper? any Miyavi especially shindemo boogie woogie
206) Makes you think of snow? FAKE? - Snow
207) Makes you think of flowers? Orange Range - Hana
208) Makes you think of vampires? L'arc en Ciel - Kasou
209) Makes you think of the moon? Gackt - Lu:na
210) Makes you think of water? Plastic Tree - Melancholic
211) Makes you think of rain? Schwarz Stein - Current
212) Song you'd like played at your wedding? Larc - Anata
213) Song you'd like played at your funeral? Uh
214) Song that would go best in a movie? rentrer en soi - Eyes of Forest
215) Song that would go best in an anime? Kagrra - Urei
216) Song that would go best in a video game? uhh...something by Kagrra
217) Best intro? D'ray - Reddish, DLQ - Requiem, Schwarz Stein - Current
218) Best ending? dunno.
219) Best guitar solo? Ain't Afraid to Die solo
220) Best bass line? Plastic Tree - Melancholic
221) Best acoustic guitar work? Die - Undecided, and Due'le Quartz - Requiem
222) Best piano work? X-Japan - Tears
223) Best drum work? Deg - Macabre
224) Best vocals? Kyo, Hizumi, Sakurai (Buck-Tick), Asagi (D).
225) Best written? baroque - caramel drops, miyavi - dear from xxx, deg - macabre, gazette - miseinen, luna sea - 4am

______What Would You Do/Say if You Met...______
263) B'z: Koshi? Eh
264) B'z: Tak? who
265) baroque: Ryou? MAKE HIM SING.
266) baroque: Kei? :D
267) baroque: Akira? :D
268) baroque: Bansaku? Ask him why.. and then fake cry
269) Dir en grey: Kaoru? Spaz. Talk to him about his genius-ness
270) Dir en grey: Die? Spaz. We'd go drinking.
271) Dir en grey: Toshiya? Super spaz. rape.
272) Dir en grey: Shinya? Get to know him
273) Dir en grey: Kyo? Spaz and talk to him about his thoughts.
274) Due'le Quartz: spaz and hug
275) Miyavi? Super Spaz. Then if I'm able to stop spazzing talk to him about stuff, then I'd make him play his guitar and sign my stuff...here's my chance to kidnap him...

Monday, April 11, 2005

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 22:16:37 GMT

Poison: D'espairsRay - Reddish
Cure: antsy

D'espairsRay is the shit. Without question. I don't know how anyone can listen to them and still contain the contents in their bladder at the same time. I swear, I must've squealed about 10 times while listening to "Reddish." But! Fangirl mode is OFF now.

OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG.

Okay. So I was wrong about that.

Um. Okay. Over the weekend, I was at my cousin's house and we watched Puppet Master, House of 1000 Corpses and Shaun of the Dead. Puppet Master put me to sleep, House of 1000 Corpses sucked although there were some cool creepy scenes in there, like the satanic chanting and shit. Shaun of the Dead made me laugh so hard. No really, it did. XD Shaun is an average everyday 'loser' and suddenly, he's up against hordes of zombies. There's at least 5 or 6 times you'll burst out laughing.

The internet at school is down in the shitter since last week. And it still has NOT been fixed. Wonderful. PLHS is poor AND lazy. Dammit. >< Now what the hell am I suppose to use to make it seem I'm paying attention in Computer Seminar when I'm actually being a disprespectful prick?

On a lighter note,

I'm getting an ipod soon. *electric slide*
And I just got Kagerou's album, Rakushu. Neener neener neener. <33

Thursday, April 07, 2005

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 19:25:49 GMT

Poison: Baroque - Style
Cure: shocked

Wow, lol. Apparently I didn't scare people off after all (I think). I AM PLEASED. I thought had been shunned =P. Thanks to everyone who commented! <33

I'm falling in love with this Baroque song <33. Thankee for sending! You have no idea how hard I was laughing when you had to sign off and the transfer was almost done. Lmao. Ah well. I'll send "Shashara" to you again soon =). It's a good song, I love singing along to the chorus liek whoa.

Yesterday I got so much attention at school. o-o It felt nice yet strangely creepy. Even girls who'd be considered "popular" and who never spoke to me before said nice things about my hair. Whoa yo.

If there is a god, I shall thank him for granting me a wonderful day today. I brought in Miyavi pictures and instantly turned Rachael Z. and Krystan into fangirls lmao. Rachael ran a test and asked random people, "Boy or girl?" with the picture. XD I was grinning the whole time, trying to stifle my squealing/giggling. Only Kurtis guessed right. >.<

Rachael claimed Miyavi is every bisexual girl's dream. Ahh, so very true <333.

God. Did I scare you guys off again? Sorry @_@.

Haha, wow. Last night, I was laughing my fucking ass off. Kru and Jess. Yuna and Rizu. Geez, guys XD. Miyavi in a man thong, me stalking Matt Bellamy, Jess ripping Reita's..thing from his nose (and running away), Kru purchasing a glow-in-the-dark Kyo.

Kyo glows!:
AmericanBeautyRT: yeah... he... is really scary.... o.o
miyao wa sugoi: http://www.blue-neurose.de/images/kyo123.jpg
miyao wa sugoi: but without the makeup, he's alright http://www.blue-neurose.de/images/kyo127.jpg
AmericanBeautyRT: he reminds me of Jet Li
AmericanBeautyRT: O.O
AmericanBeautyRT: he's blue
AmericanBeautyRT: is he sad

miyao wa sugoi: http://www.blue-neurose.de/images/kyo31.jpg
AmericanBeautyRT: does he glow in the dark? if so, i shall buy him!

Reita's..byore thingy

Blindismymelon: mayeb its a byore thing to get rid of black heads
Blindismymelon: lol
Blindismymelon: i want to rip it off
Blindismymelon: and run away
miyao wa sugoi: LMA
miyao wa sugoi: O
miyao wa sugoi: i'd laugh so hard if i was there with you.
miyao wa sugoi: reita would be like, "o.o whatthefuck?!"
Blindismymelon: lol
Blindismymelon: *RIPS*
Blindismymelon: mwahaha
Blindismymelon: OH SHIT
Blindismymelon: RUN
Blindismymelon: RUN
Blindismymelon: ASH!!!!!!!!
Blindismymelon: lol

I've got to post this and more at the forum :D.

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 02:25:06 GMT

Poison: Buck-Tick - Romance
Cure: thrilled

I pre-ordered Miyavi's new album, Miyavizm today \^o^/. I'm getting the limited edition with the DVD set. The limited edition lacks two tracks on the regular edition but I figure I could dl those two once the album gets released. Or something.

Oh. Right. My haircut. It's a longer version of this. I'm not a good photographer so don't hate me too much! ^^; I love my hair now <33.

me rolling my eyes in the back of my head or...trying to...

my miyavi pose ^^u

holy shit, it's a miracle. miyao is smiling!! :O

i want to lick you o__o.

hm.......[insert witty line here]

what are you lookin' at?

for some reason, it looks like i...want something..or someone right now..... :3

Monday, April 04, 2005

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 13:02:27 GMT

Poison: Gackt - Speed Master
Cure: surprised

Well I thought it was too good to be true but school's closed today O_O. I was watching the news like, "*stares at flood on tv* holy damn.......BUT YES! *does victorious pose*"

..as I'm thinking of what to write, I guess I'll post a link to my winamp list...cause it has Kyo on it <3. click

Buck-Tick's new album gets released next week! And new releases remind me...HOLY SHIT ONLY A MONTH BEFORE MIYAVI'S NEW SINGLE FREEDOM FIGHTERS!!!

I hope I didn't wake up the next neighbors by shouting that out loud.

Last week, I had about 700 mp3s.

...Today I have 904.

I'm surprised I haven't had to reboot my comp at all O_O. Yet.

I have styled my hair into two devil horns. I'll keep this style till I get my Miyavi haircut on Tuesday. It was supposed to be last week but the salon doesn't re-open til today and I was supposed to have the haircut today but something came up and now it's postponed till tomorrow. If something causes the appointment to be put off further, I swear I'll rip all my hair out O_O. But then I'll be baaallld. And no one wants a bald Ash ;_;. Then you'll have to call me Archibald if that happens.

I can't wait to see how it'll turn out though. And I'll post pictures of my Meev haircut as soon as I can. =)

Due'le Quartz's "Requiem" is beautiful. The guitar lines are amazing. I personally think DLQ Requiem sounds prettier :x. I don't listen to Miyavi's cover much cause..I kinda fell asleep when I first heard it ^^;. But um..I'll have to re-listen to that one.

..ugh, Gackt's "Speed Master" just came on. After I was reveling in the serenity of Requiem. >O Damn you, Gackt. Ah whatever. I like this song too. Makes me wanna dance <3. Or at least jump around. I love agressive songs like this =D.

Ash is off to download some Gackt. I think he's getting too sappy, so I'm sticking to his cheerful, uplifting songs like Kimi ga Oikaketa Yume and Soleil. <33

Stop with that sad looking face
Let me see your smile
It's more wonderful and more precious to me than anything else, that smile